Love Yourself

I like being myself, it's not because I'm popular or something, no! Big No!
I'm just an ordinary girl, with ordinary life, and ordinary friends.
It's just,,, I hate when I tried so hard to impress people, to make them like me.
I think everyone have the right to be liked, to be loved even without they trying. *I'm sorry if my grammar is bloody mess, cut me some slacks ;)*

I think that if I tried too hard to impress people, I'd lose myself in the process
I'll be someone else

But,
Yeah everything has the "but" thing...

But we can't live alone, we need many people around so we  can function..
How can we have many people around us if we can't make them like us first?
How can they love or like us if we not try at all..

UNKNOWN >> UNLOVED
*is that even a word? oh whatever*

We just don't have to try too HARD
Don't have to lose in that process too DEEP

Just enjoy the company,
You're worth it :D

We NEED Love

What is the LIFE without the DREAM?
What is the DREAM without the FIGHT?
What is the FIGHT without the FAITH

and

What is the FAITH without the LOVE...?

Ini Cinta

Karena hidupku begitu berharga maka kau tidak boleh merusaknya
Karena hidupku bahagia maka kau tidak boleh membuatku terluka
Karena aku begitu disayang dan dicinta maka kau juga harus melakukan hal yang sama

Kiss Me Now! *my first english short story*

Okay, this is so not good, I'm here for thirty minutes and I can not look away from that hot, firm body. Oh I like some pervert girl. I'm here with my newly two months neighbor. we just meet personally in this pool, we are not close enough to hang out. I find him attractive just thirty minutes ago, because he just wearing a trunk? *ugh! I'm really a pervert one. No no no, I don't know how to explain, but I just feel that I can't stay away from him now or ever. Oh I'm so shallow.      

"Okay, what next?" I ask him after we did some sit ups. we have been warming up for twenty minutes. I look at him and find that he stares at me. Oh- this - is- so- not- good, his eyes are so beautiful. Bright brown, with thick eyelashes.

Future seems so dark

I don't really think about it yet
It seems so far away, but in reality it's just here, now
we're creating the path now, our future is created now
I have no idea who I will be ten years later, two years later, even a week later?
It seems so far,
I just can do my best now, or trying to do my best
Even it's just a trial it feels hard

no motivation
no passion
like nightmares

Sayang atau Cinta

Menyayangi itu bisa berarti meninggalkan
Meninggalkan seseorang yang kita sayangi karena kita bukanlah orang yang baik untuknya
Menyayangi bisa berarti melupakan
Melupakannya, karena ketika kita mengingatnya akan membuatnya tidak bahagia
Menyayangi bisa berarti menduakan
Karena itu pilihannya dan sekali lagi dengan begitu itu bisa membuatnya bahagia
Menyayangi bisa berarti membenci
Karena ketika kita membencinya, dia merasa damai dan mungkin tidak terlalu merasa bersalah
"Bencilah aku, karena aku sudah berlaku buruk padamu, jika kamu tetap berlaku sebaliknya, akan menjadi beban"
Menyayangi itu bisa berarti tidak memiliki, karena walaupun kita memiliki fisiknya, tapi bukan hatinya maka itu berarti bencana