Ini Cinta

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Karena hidupku bahagia maka kau tidak boleh membuatku terluka
Karena aku begitu disayang dan dicinta maka kau juga harus melakukan hal yang sama

Kiss Me Now! *my first english short story*

Okay, this is so not good, I'm here for thirty minutes and I can not look away from that hot, firm body. Oh I like some pervert girl. I'm here with my newly two months neighbor. we just meet personally in this pool, we are not close enough to hang out. I find him attractive just thirty minutes ago, because he just wearing a trunk? *ugh! I'm really a pervert one. No no no, I don't know how to explain, but I just feel that I can't stay away from him now or ever. Oh I'm so shallow.      

"Okay, what next?" I ask him after we did some sit ups. we have been warming up for twenty minutes. I look at him and find that he stares at me. Oh- this - is- so- not- good, his eyes are so beautiful. Bright brown, with thick eyelashes.

Future seems so dark

I don't really think about it yet
It seems so far away, but in reality it's just here, now
we're creating the path now, our future is created now
I have no idea who I will be ten years later, two years later, even a week later?
It seems so far,
I just can do my best now, or trying to do my best
Even it's just a trial it feels hard

no motivation
no passion
like nightmares