Future seems so dark

I don't really think about it yet
It seems so far away, but in reality it's just here, now
we're creating the path now, our future is created now
I have no idea who I will be ten years later, two years later, even a week later?
It seems so far,
I just can do my best now, or trying to do my best
Even it's just a trial it feels hard

no motivation
no passion
like nightmares


I really really want a good one
Happy
Bright
Vacation
hahahaha,,, look like heaven

but we should do something to get that, or in this situation is me
I really think that I can, but I won't think it now
I just don't know

It's seems dark
but I won't it happen
I want a bright one
but I know that need many sacrifices
I just don't know yet, just do what I can do
But I hope I know soon,